I sit in the corner of our bedroom and watch as you move around the room. Your hair is done, your makeup if flawless and your dress is waiting. I hold my breath as you open your robe and prepare to adorn yourself in the pale aqua and white silk. It will look stunning on you. It will compliment your curves and your grace.
I pray for it to have a zipper in the back, just so I can help you into it … but it’s lacking. Your slender fingers slide the zipper- on the side- up and into place. You're nervous hands smooth the dress down and around your body. I see the anxiety without the slight shake of your limbs.
I know you, I see the pucker of your brow, I see the tightness of your eyes. I smile because I know there is no reason to be afraid, they will love you just as I love you.
You pull the sexy strappy sandals on and adjust them around your slight ankles. I can’t help but want to remove them and just keep you here with me, alone. All night. But I know it’s important to introduce you to them, to let you make friends and feel their love and acceptance, because as of tomorrow you will be with me, by my side, from now on.
There will be no one that can pull us apart, ever. We will be man and wife. I can’t wait.
I watch as you slide your dress up and over you knee to make sure you have everything in the right place. I see the gentle slope of your leg and I remember how it felt that first time you wrapped it around me. I remember the pleasure in your eyes. I remember the pleasure it brought me to know you wanted me as much as I wanted you, to know I gave you pleasure.
To this day, I still want you that much, every day, all day.
You stand and smooth the dress once again. The pale silk hugs your breasts and it shows them off to perfection, but not as much as your face shows off your happiness.
You fluff your hair and I watch as it falls around your shoulders. It is the right combination of full and sexy curls with the smooth, demure waves. It shows both sides of your personality at once. The world knows one side of you, the demure, shy side. No one knows the sexy, flirty, self-assured side I know. I can’t wait 'til you are confident enough to show both halves and lure everyone else in as you have lured me.
We walk in hand-in-hand, I show you off and flaunt you for the whole room to see. They are all as enamored with you as I am. Every day I fall more in love with you, but today especially. Especially as I watch you make the rounds in the room, talking and getting to know everyone here, the people who are most important to me. You work so hard to reel them in and make them love you. You don’t know that they already do.
We leave together and I see your pinched brows are gone, the anxiety and shakes have left as well. You seem happy, genuinely happy. I’m ecstatic to know I was right.
I sit you down on our bed, and gently remove your shoes. I touch your ankles and kiss up your calf as I take my time with you. I want you shaking once more tonight. Just not in fear, out of pure lust and desire. The first shoe is gone and I focus on the other. Your hands touch my shoulders and neck as you search for skin to skin contact. You always seek my skin and I pray that never ends.
I delight in seeking yours as well. Both feet are set on the floor on either side of me and my hands glide up your smooth, toned legs. The warm bronze color thrills me. I remember the week we spent lying on the beach with nothing more than the sun to warm us. I couldn’t keep my hands off of you. You tempted me too much.
I push your dress away and realize you wear the small scraps of lace that are my undoing. My head drops down onto your lap as a groan reverberates across your inner thigh. I need you now, but I have to make this sweet for you. I have to show you my desire and devotion so you know I meant every single word I have ever said to you and will mean none more than those I will utter tomorrow.
“Please, baby, let me show you,” I beg.
You lift my face and kiss my mouth. The emotion is spectacular and I throw out caution. Later tonight, I will show you slowly and gently. Later tonight, I will make sweet love to you, right now I have to feel you around me. I have to unleash my passion, otherwise I fear it will consume me.
“Show me, it’s alright, I want you to.” Your sweet breath sweeps across my face and I am lost. My hands stumble and my heart stutters as my mind goes blank. You chuckle and pull your zipper down for me. The dress pools at your feet as you stand before me. Just your lingerie left. I crawl the few steps between us and kiss along your stomach.
I pray it will soon hold our baby. I can’t wait to hold your hand as you give birth to all of our children, as we make our life together. As I remove your underwear, I pray it will be a long and happy life, one full of joy for us together.
We lay down together, our eyes locked, our souls in synch. I lift your leg and hook it over my hip as I slide into you. I kiss your chest and neck as your eyes roll back in your head.
“You mean everything to me, baby, everything. I can’t wait to make you my wife. I will love you with a passion never known by any other man, I swear this.”
“As I will love you.”
Several more times we make love, each one as sweet as the one before it. But when I wake the next morning, I only find a note, not my sweet fiancé.
Dearest Edward,
I can’t wait to meet you at exactly two o’clock today at the end of the aisle. I’ll be the one in white!
With all my love,
Your soon to be wife
xxoo
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